Furiously Bri

The memories flood

The triggers creep

The way I feel

Is sinking in

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It’s hard to imagine

A life without pain

When it’s watching me from the inside

Waiting to strike

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You see my anger

You see my madness

You still come back

And relish in it all

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You feed the pain

You amplify the voices

You target

The survival in me

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You light the match

You turn the flame green

I become ugly

Because you won’t set me free

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Why are you here?

So many tricks are played

The gaslighting never ends

So do the flashbacks

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You see my sorrows

Yet never relent

You make it so much more intense

You make me feel more regrets

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What if is always the question

Not how can I get through this?

Assuming the worst

Is my worst inner power

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I slowly feel myself

Turning to ashes again

But I still hold onto

The hand that struck my fire

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I cannot lose it all

Because of demons within me

I have to soar to a place

Where I can be free again

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