I decided to take time to learn how to enjoy time by myself and deal with my fears. Fears of caring for myself and getting into another car accident alone. Doing things by myself that I usually like to do socially.
Yesterday, I stayed in a hotel by myself and ate breakfast alone. It was actually kind of peaceful to feel my feelings in a different room and watch movies. I had some time to do self-care, order some Italian for dinner, and I slept while watching TV.
Today, I made a friend on the way home. I got some personal errands done and cleaned my stove. For some reason, it wants to keep smelling like something is burning when it doesn’t seem to have anything causing it. I also painted, exercised a little, drove a little bit, and sat down with some herbal tea.
Learning to be alone and not relying on others is great. It’s also great to make new friends and enjoy some company. It’s only been two days since I started this part of my journey, but I’m happy with the progress I’ve already made.
Final note: Now you can see my Instagram also dedicated to my healing journey, which has way more daily posts if you’d like to see some of the ways that I cope! Feel free to follow by clicking the Instagram logo up top or a picture on the bottom!

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